Dreaming about freedom!

Well, it’s possible my teenage daughter may have a heart, let’s not get too excited,  we are talking a grinch size. She had my mother in law drive her to surprise me last night at the hospital after her pitching lesson. It was super sweet and mama needed the love at that exact moment. Part of her visit did include me getting her back onto TikTok, of course, that may have been the primary motive, but let a mom dream.

Today was pretty much the same show as yesterday; work, rest, eat and repeat. It’s like that song that never ends…… I’ve gotten some hope that tomorrow I break out of this poorly rated hotel! I don’t want to get too excited though because the lack of consistency here gives my type A anxiety personality to come out in full force.

In other news, my Mother in law was not here to play today, the nurses were less then responsive and I couldn’t breath, she jumped into action and called the floor desk, from home, to get me my meds. No joke, 2 min later everything was delivered to my room and they apologized that I was ignored “accidentally.” Odd choice of words in a hospital, right?

Having my last piece of 6 North chicken, accompanied by 4 halves of mini roasted potatoes and 2 broccoli florets; but the kicker is then they throw half a turkey sandwich on the tray with peaches and apple juice. Hahaha, I’m no cook, but some random shit just thrown on the tray that match’s my dining profile; I will say I don’t mind the tea at every meal. It does make me feel cozy and hospital posh. Just like school lunches, hospital lunches need a revamp. They throw the health part of the hospital right out the windows, if they opened.

I did get to see the light from outside today! The lovely cleaning gentlemen asked if he could open my blinds; “what?!? They open I can see the light of day??” He laughed and bam I saw the daylight, definitely raised my spirits. I never knew how much just the site of the sky could affect me; I am not at all an earthy individual, I’m  an air conditioning, pool (not beach) going, paper plate using mama. Clearly my body is craving vitamin D like a reptile! (My skin is currently scaly)

Everyone, please say a little prayer for me that I escape this messed up hotel tomorrow and get to enjoy my own bed! I’d much rather be using a nebulizer and taking the masses of medications with my own filtered water in whatever dang cup I choose……living life on the edge for real.

I leave you with this meme; that maybe me tomorrow with vitamins just all over my body laying in bed…… I’ll try anything at this point. Maybe the vitamins will soak into my skin for the win!